Here's why I have been slacking on new pictures..

So the past months have been super crazy for me. I went through a huge break up with my b/f of almost 2 and half years..which still isn't finished with. It actually felt more like a divorce to be honest..Then I lost a lot of people who I thought were my friends because I dumped him, so that really sucked. But the positive thing about my break up was that through it I met my best and closest friend in the whole world Alex. He was so amazing we had just met and he helped me through my break up like we had been friends for a life time.One of my friends had her baby and named her Morgan Skye. She is the best baby I have ever met. I love watching her and I miss her. I have been trying to do a lot of self discovery, it has been a pretty intense process. I left a decent job to most people because I didnt feel good about it and it didnt make me happy. Although I met some awesome people through that job ,that i can see us being friends for a long time. I have been looking for a new job, but I have been coming out dry,which kinda sucks cuz it means I'm poor haha and no one likes that. I have been finding out who my true friends are and who really arent. its been sad and exciting at the same time. I'm going back to Harper College this month,which im actually pretty excited for. It feels like a fresh start.My family life has been hectic and not that great,but im used to it. My grandfather just had to have a pacemaker put in,so i have been super worried about him, but he is finally home and I spent the day with him and my grandmother. He seems to be doing fairly well. my friends have been trying to play match maker for me since i have been single for 3 months now. which i have to admit, really blows. i have a marine that is obsessed with me right now. but i have gotten new tattoos so im excited, ill have to put up some pictures of them soon.